Emily Dickinson Lexicon

GRUDGE, v.i.

1. To murmur; to repine; to complain; as, to grudge or complain of injustice. Hooker.
2. To be unwilling or reluctant. Grudge not to serve your country.
3. To be envious. Grudge not one against another. James v.
4. To wish in secret. [Not used nor proper.]
5. To feel compunction; to grieve. [Not in use.]